Life Update #6

Hello! I wrote this in my note first before pasting in the blog.

I would like to share my recent life updates, not that any of you asked for. 

Career-wise: I changed job (again, lol) last October. Main reason is because I needed to have some sort of increment and a clearer career advancement. After 3 years of being an Assistant, I wanted to accomplish something that I deserved. So I left. I am happier with my new job now. People put an expectation from me and I'm willing to deliver whatever I can. I had my mid-probation review last January. What I remembered from the meeting with my boss and senior was, how my progress was quicker. I learned a lot in a span of 3 months and easily familiarize myself with the process of each tasks, thanks to my experiences. One of the key things that they reminded me was to always have the willingness to learn. 

Relationship status: Had upgraded from just a girlfriend to a fiancé wuhoo! Tbh we haven't started with any wedding plans yet but soon, insyaAllah.

Hobbies??: I started painting again after soooo long, and I think I did great. I first start to try and balance out between reading and painting but I figured nahh I was not meant to be a book worm 🐛. I get easily distracted and don't really enjoy reading anymore. Probably because of my short attention span. Painting on the other hand, gives me a sense of peace and control. Being able to create something with my own creativity (i lacked of imagination) makes me feel very satisfied. The outcomes are not always perfect but it's me who created them. That sense of accomplishment is there. Literally, stuck on my wall 🤣. 

To reflect my life up to this point, I can say that changes are soooo important in determining how much you grow over the time. It was not easy for me to go from a laidback working environment to a fast paced -corporate-8.30-5.30 job again. I remember getting so anxious on my first 2 weeks in my current company. Then I realized I was feeling like that because I didn't get to chit chat. So I started chit chat with my senior. And we are more relaxed now that I know how to handle my anxiety and communication issues. I just assskkkk away everything yang i tak faham to her. That's another thing, DON'T BE AFRAID TO ASK! Hehe 

Okay I think I banyak bebel je. See you again whenever. Bye!!