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Life Update #6

Hello! I wrote this in my note first before pasting in the blog. I would like to share my recent life updates, not that any of you asked for.  Career-wise: I changed job (again, lol) last October. Main reason is because I needed to have some sort of increment and a clearer career advancement. After 3 years of being an Assistant, I wanted to accomplish something that I deserved. So I left. I am happier with my new job now. People put an expectation from me and I'm willing to deliver whatever I can. I had my mid-probation review last January. What I remembered from the meeting with my boss and senior was, how my progress was quicker. I learned a lot in a span of 3 months and easily familiarize myself with the process of each tasks, thanks to my experiences. One of the key things that they reminded me was to always have the willingness to learn.  Relationship status: Had upgraded from just a girlfriend to a fiancé wuhoo! Tbh we haven't started with any wedding plans yet but soon,...

Life Update #5

 Hello! At this point I'd rather say that I am only posting once a year 😭 Why didn't I have the determination and commitment to stick on at least one hobby. It's actually quite annoying. Anyways, life update. 1. Still with the same job, except bigger portfolios (more clients coming in)  2. Broke up from my 7 year relationship. I felt like I was hopeless for quite some time. I questioned myself, almost putting the blame on myself but luckily, I didn't. Moved on, life gets better. 3. Met a new guy from a dating app, talked for a while, started dating and hoping for the best. He's charming in his own ways, very sweet and kind and attentive. He makes me feel seen, understood and appreciated. Like I didn't even know relationships can be so effortless? Just so glad that we met each other at the right time. 4. My apartment is still under construction, haven't got the chance to be a house-owner yet. 5. Started to read again. But very slowly (i have the brain capaci...

Life Update #4

Helloooo! Every time I said I want to commit with something then I would just forget about it like literally a year and half later. Anyways, LIFE UPDATE!!! (Whats been happening since the last post) 1. The end of the last year kind of ended sadly, like I've several mental breakdowns, I've attempted to resign from my previous job, but my manager managed to pujuk me to stay, so I stay for like 3-4 months later. 2. I went to Penang for last year's end closure. Took the flight there with Malin. It was fun!! 3. Early 2024, decided to leave the big company, went for a smaller one, like a boutique firm. Then it went downhill from there 🥲. Was really not into it, I felt really traumatized that on the first day pun I have started looking for new jobs. Alhamdulillah I've got accepted to a medium sized start up in KL that makes me very happy and eager to meet all of my colleagues every day! 4.  Everyone around me have started to commit to their relationships (meaning they are eit...

Life Update #3

Hi, today's 4th of March 2023. Life update so far: 1. I went for an appointment for a mental health evaluation. Well, basically just to get a referral letter before meeting the actual psychiatrist/ psychologist. There's this Selangkah app that could help you to answer questions about your mental state (but it's not the exact diagnosis okie) it is just for a reference before you could get referred to a licensed therapist/psychiatrist/psychologist. I went to the nearest Selcare clinic, talked to the doctor and she referred me to another specialist. It was free of charge . 2. Work wise, yes, it's been getting harder. Not worse. Just hard. Sometimes I feel like I just need a little push. Just to get my moods back. been working for 5 months, and I have to agree when people said that corporate world was just hectic and tiring. Literally sucking all of my happiness of going to the office. But maybe it's temporary though. I hope I will get better. 3. Relationship- I went to...

Life Update #2

 Hello ! Life update so far: 1. Graduated from Bachelor of Corporate Administration (Hons.) at UiTM Seremban. 2. Started my first full-time job (#biggirljob) this October. Love the environment so far. 3. I still haven't seen the doctor yet.  4. I also have had my Convocation for Diploma last September! That's for now. Byeee

Kuala Lumpur Library.

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Last two weeks I went to visit KL's library. It was located near the Merdeka Square. Walked around 900m (according to Google Maps) from Masjid Jamek LRT. Fyi, I was not really familiar with the usage of the google maps for walking so I kinda went here and there at first 😂. I was alone and not in the mood to communicate with anyone. So I just sort of find my own way to the library. The library operated from 10.00 a.m.  until 6.30 p.m. Opens every day except on Monday. Before you enter the library you kinda have to register at the counter. Then you can keep your things inside the locker provided. My experience in the library is quite decent. I like to sit near the glass walls because I can see the view outside. There's a Surau too if you wanted to perform prayers at the lower ground level. Oh, and on my way back home I dropped by the Central Market just for sightseeing and bought some coffees from this one coffee shop.  I would definitely will go back to the library sometimes....

I flopped my speaking test.

 I literally flopped my English exit speaking test. The moment the timer started to record my brain went blank!!! I can't even answer simple questions and literally kept quiet for a generous amount of time. Definitely not worth my rm30. Wished I could retake the test 😭